on the bridge of seven colours

2007-01-06T15:37:00.001+08:00

自作多情
自甘堕落
自知之明
自作自受
自作解人
自以为是
自作聪明
自我陶醉
自我牺牲
自寻烦恼
自相矛盾
自行其是
自讨苦吃
自讨没趣
自我表现
自我吹嘘
自私自利
自生自灭
自强不息
自求多福
自欺欺人
自暴自弃
自卖自夸
自力更生
自给自足
自掘坟墓
自甘暴弃
自告奋勇
自高自大

那请问您是以上的哪一种？

2006-12-20T20:00:00.000+08:00

"When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; But when I became a man, I put away childish things."

take note.

2006-12-18T17:29:00.000+08:00

i did not fall, i merely tripped.

2006-12-13T15:45:00.000+08:00

it's a beautiful lie, it's a perfect denial

estimated time to mambo. about 6 hours , just in need of some adrenaline

" - the latest danger sport that combines the thrills of an extreme outdoor activity with the satisfaction of a well pressed shirt"

tell me about it

2006-12-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

Watch the early morning sun
drip like blood from the day
See the pretty people run
so many games to play
See the blue suburban dream
under the jetplane sky
Sleep away and dream a dream
life is just a lullabyby

thoughts.

2006-12-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

"In life, people tend to wait for the good things to come to them. And by waiting, they miss out. Usually, what you wish for doesn't fall in your lap; it falls somewhere nearby, and you have to recognize it, stand up, and put in the time and work it takes to get to it. This isn't because the universe is cruel. It's because the universe is smart. It has its own cat-string theory and knows we don't appreciate things that fall into our laps."

if you want to say something, say it there and then, if not the moment just passes you by.
especially when it comes to love.

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing.
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey;
I'll be there when the world stops turning;
I'll be there when the storm is through.
in the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you.

2006-12-09T10:43:00.000+08:00

Obsessions in my head don't connect with my intellect. Its connected to the sound and it moves with the underground

This time reality struck me between the eyes.

2006-12-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

Trust me
It's Paradise
This is where the hungry come to feed
For mine is a generation that circles the globe
in search of something we haven't tried before
so never refuse an invitation
never resist the unfamiliar
never fail to be polite
and never outstay your welcome
just keep your mind open and
suck in the experience
and if it hurts
you know what... it's probably worth it
you hope, and you dream
but you never believe that something is gonna happen to you
not like it does in the movies
and when it actually does
you expect it to feel different
more visceral
more real
I was waiting for it to hit me
I still believe in paradise
but now at least I know it's not some place you can look for
cause it's not where you go
it's how you feel for a moment in your life
and if you find that moment
It will last forever

2006-12-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

i love you without knowing how, when or from where.
i love you straightfowardly, without complexities or pride.
i love you because there is no other way than this.

so close, your hand on my chest is like my own.
so close, that when you close your eyes i fall asleep.

PNS

2006-10-26T00:35:00.000+08:00

Neither side of my brain has yet to comprehend the fact that I am enlisting in 12 hours.

2006-10-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

Would it help if i held my bleeding heart up for you to pretend not to see?

quote of the day

2006-10-24T01:53:00.000+08:00

Everything is everything, after winter must come spring. Change, it comes eventually.

listening to - the scientist - coldplay

2006-10-21T17:31:00.000+08:00

i'm home... it feels good to be home but seems like i dont really like being home i enjoy being in melb

i miss my 2 housemates

i miss listening to "diu diu" in the morning

i miss making supper and dinners and everything la u get the idea

i miss going to casino with rox and wasting money on the jackpots

2006-10-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

au revoir blogger.

see you in australia.

iris

2006-10-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies

When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

goo goo dolls - iris
.

2006-10-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

hate me today, hate me tomorrow, hate me for the things i didnt do for you.

hate me so that you'll see what's good for you, hate me in ways, in ways hard to swallow.

hate me so that you can finally see what's good for you.

it's just you. this life and after death.

2006-06-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

今天我最大!!!!!!!

(:

2006-06-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

'祝我生日快乐'

二十岁了哦!

是時候長大了!

reality bites

2006-06-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

'when you stop telling lies you'll realise how painful the truth is'

2006-06-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

林俊杰 - 原来

simple thoughts

2006-05-17T03:33:00.000+08:00

one cannot have the best of both worlds as he will lose everything he had.

i'm in a loss of words.

make a choice jan choose your path.

is it New York or Australia

or nothing at all...

Enlistment Date Oct 26th. 1230pm

-none-

2006-05-15T02:27:00.000+08:00

i've decided it's time to move on, it's been far too long, way too long.

why hope for a dream that will never happen

why foolishly believe in something non-existant

why?

look out world jan is coming

owh...

2006-02-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

feeling silly i dont know why just i just feel so...

2005-09-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

this post is specifically for daryn only:

if you do anything seriously funny i'll slap you i swear

and YOU know what i mean by funny business

2005-09-29T01:13:00.000+08:00

today work wasn't that busy afterall with so many people working i'm glad things was the were they were just that i was alittle frustrated over you know what! but any way i made time to teach you guys how to make sea food horfun! haha be glad!! and honoured chef jan is here lol. i said i wanted to teach how to make beef horfun but there wasn't any order of that so i couldn't probably next time k!! haha

firstly the ingredients!! it consist of:
4tiger prawns
4pieces of cubed ikan kurau
3pieces of sotong
random number of scallops and topshell
carrots, mushroom and lastly chye sim
(ingredients are up to you actually, you are the chef. so you can create your own horfun with just about anything!)

someone tell me what is horfun without the horfun!

oil the wok heat it up then let the fire burn and let the horfun fry!
darkened it with dark soy sauce approx 1½tablespoon and you get this

you should get to this dark and yet shiny horfun!

then sauté garlic till flavour comes out throw the ingredients in and fry lightly stirfry cause you dont want the fish meat to break at all do you? about 20seconds later add in chicken stock! this stock is made of chicken *duh* carrots leek and soybeans for sweetness yea! hah and it is boiled for at least 2hours and you should get this

i added alittle colour to it and what i mean by colour is (dark soy sauce)again just alittle will do. then thicken with cornstarch not too much about 20ml of it will do it's by feeling not too watery not too thick. i hope you get what i mean
for flavour i've used 2tablespoon fish sauce 1tablespoon chinese wine and 1teaspoon sesame oil

and lastly pour sauce over the horfun and you viola!!

thanks for tuning in to Jan can cook! tune in next time!!

2005-09-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

highlights of the day:
1)collected mails - $25
2)spent half a day with rain - $6
3)caught up with daphane - $5
4)had dinner at chomp chomp - $5
5)the look of frosty when he banged the car - priceless

photos available here

you should have been there (:

ok i'm evil

hectic day

2005-09-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

today i screwed somethings up at work today i mixed up the fucking prawns the fresh and frozen ones together so there came a customer and yes obviously he complained i felt so awful after that incident that i dont feel like working at all already so that's how bad it is, yes if i was the customer i would have complained as well but thank god the prawns wasn't rotten of spoilt in a sense! just thank god and all really i never felt so relieved but i've to stand by to get some scoldings tmr probably a misconduct sigh. the word to use now is FUCK yes FUCK.

i'm so fucking bored somehow now but anyway my guess is it's my last week at chatterbox kitchen the next place i'll be headed is the butcher shop hah there i'll learn how to chop chop chop lol

ok maybe tmr i'll come out with a step by step way of how to cook a five star hotel standard beef kuay teow! haha ok i dont make the best kuay teow but at least it's of standard (:

heh

dont think i've any photos to post but soon to be up cause i'm probably gonna go somewhere and hiao this week since it's *ahem* *payday* *ahem*

我真的受伤了

2005-08-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

窗外阴天了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

fucked day it's been

2005-06-11T18:36:00.000+08:00

i get abandoned by the people whom i call friends.. yes friends.

argh.

2005-06-11T14:59:00.000+08:00

it would seem like it's another off day and i absolutely cant find a group to go out with i'm getting bored to death at home and i still plan to go out i need fresh air nevertheless

die fuckers die!

i probably watch a movie alone later... dammit...

A Guide To The Manners, Etiquette, And Deportment Of The Most Refined Society.

2005-06-06T12:10:00.000+08:00

Courtship And Marriage.
The correct behavior of young men toward young ladies, during that portion of their lives when they are respectively paying attention to, and recieving attention from, one another, is a matter which requires consideration in a work of this nature.
Proper Manner Of Courtship.
It is impossible to lay down any rule as to the proper mode of courtship and proposal. In France it is the business of the parents to settle all preliminaries. In England the young man asks the consent of the parents to pay addresses to their daughter. In this country the matter is left almost entirely to the young people.
It seems that circumstances must determine whether courtship may lead to engagement. Thus, a man may begin seriously to court a girl, but may discover before any promise binds them to each other, that they are entirely unsuited to one another, when he may, with perfect propriety and without serious injury to the lady, withdraw his attentions.
Certain authorities insist that the consent of parents must always be obtained before the daughter is asked to give herself in marriage. While there is nothing improper or wrong in such a course, still, in this country, with our social customs, it is deemed best in most cases not to be too strict in this regard. Each case has its own peculiar circumstances which must govern it, and it seems at least pardonable if the young man should prefer to know his fate directly from the lips of the most interested party, before he submits himself to the cooler judgment and the critical observations of the father and mother, who are not by any means in love with him, and who may possibly regard him with a somewhat jealous eye, as having already monopolized their daughter's affections, and now desires to take away from them althogether.
Hmm....... Interesting, for the year is 2005! Is this social standard still applicable at this age?

yes yes..

2005-06-03T09:48:00.000+08:00

restarted my blogging life all over... decided to abandon my mrround account. life has to go on instead of living in the past. it's painful to hurt yourself over what is not worth the time.. take it easy...

anyway hello world.

i'm back hur hur..