on the bridge of seven colours

i get abandoned by the people whom i call friends.. yes friends.

it would seem like it's another off day and i absolutely cant find a group to go out with i'm getting bored to death at home and i still plan to go out i need fresh air nevertheless

die fuckers die!

i probably watch a movie alone later... dammit...

Courtship And Marriage.
The correct behavior of young men toward young ladies, during that portion of their lives when they are respectively paying attention to, and recieving attention from, one another, is a matter which requires consideration in a work of this nature.
Proper Manner Of Courtship.
It is impossible to lay down any rule as to the proper mode of courtship and proposal. In France it is the business of the parents to settle all preliminaries. In England the young man asks the consent of the parents to pay addresses to their daughter. In this country the matter is left almost entirely to the young people.
It seems that circumstances must determine whether courtship may lead to engagement. Thus, a man may begin seriously to court a girl, but may discover before any promise binds them to each other, that they are entirely unsuited to one another, when he may, with perfect propriety and without serious injury to the lady, withdraw his attentions.
Certain authorities insist that the consent of parents must always be obtained before the daughter is asked to give herself in marriage. While there is nothing improper or wrong in such a course, still, in this country, with our social customs, it is deemed best in most cases not to be too strict in this regard. Each case has its own peculiar circumstances which must govern it, and it seems at least pardonable if the young man should prefer to know his fate directly from the lips of the most interested party, before he submits himself to the cooler judgment and the critical observations of the father and mother, who are not by any means in love with him, and who may possibly regard him with a somewhat jealous eye, as having already monopolized their daughter's affections, and now desires to take away from them althogether.
Hmm....... Interesting, for the year is 2005! Is this social standard still applicable at this age?

restarted my blogging life all over... decided to abandon my mrround account. life has to go on instead of living in the past. it's painful to hurt yourself over what is not worth the time.. take it easy...

anyway hello world.

i'm back hur hur..